so am i doing this right?

This is totally new for me, but i feel inspired to make this due to the fact that :

a. my friends Bryna and Alpha have blogs
b. i am drunk off a bottle of wine that I got carried away with
c. sometimes, i think writing stuff out to complete strangers (and people i know, if they ever see this) may help my life?

i'm not sure what to write--see, my friends write poetry--which i am not drunk enough to attempt--or about their jobs--which i am not ready to write about, for fear it will sound like bitching ( i am a teacher at a high school--don't you worry, stories will come in time).

So i suppose i can write whatever i feel like. See, i have horrible self-esteem and i fear no one (or everyone) will read this and say ( or not say) , "damn, that girl got herself some issues" ( which would be true--one of them being that i love me some parentheses).

like right now, i am thinking, i am a newlywed--5 months approx--and it is Friday and i am home alone, i am drinkin' some wine and wishing i was out or with my man or something and i just made the hugest run on sentence EVA'! See, in addition to being newly married, i am living in a new home too. and my home is kinda in the middle of nowhere (although i am close to the NYS thruway--which is closer to somewhere than my hometown (which i will get to someday too--see i told you i LOVE me some parentheses!). Anyways....

so i am home by myself, and while that is an okay thing--it might be nice to have some company, ya know?

So in that note, i will end this rambling, parentheses filled blog thing and hope i remember i made it today and write some more later?

if ya read this, thanks. If ya thought it was okay, thanks. If you hated it and thought it was the lamest thing ever--don't tell me. i am fragile!