wow--this is OLD

so a friend of mine asked me if i would remove his name from a very old post, since his name was coming up in google. problem was, i couldn't remember how to log in to this blog! i mean, my last entry was 4 years ago!! reading it felt weird, and oddly current. Current, because i feel like nothing has really changed since the last time i wrote. I still work in the city. i still have no children. i still am married and nothing else is new.

how does one go about changing their life if everything around it is the same?